First "Week" of Senior Year

Hey Loves, I haven't written anything about college in a looooong time, so I hope this is a bit of a refresher.

It was my first "week" of senior year at my university. Technically it was only two days and my first class was cancelled (woohoo). I was a little nervous at first, counting down to the first day of school has always been a big thing to me, but this is my SENIOR YEAR of college and A LOT is on my mind. This semester I'll be one step closer to graduation, and while I want to do well in all my classes, I know this time around it's going to be so hard. I'm also working part-time and will be starting my job soon, which I don't think I'm ready for either. Of course my mom and aunt reassured me that everything will be fine because they know how strong I am.

Is it weird that lately I've doubting myself a lot? Usually, I'm in high spirits about school and life and rainbows (lol), but maybe I just didn't want summer to end. I can't say that I did much over the summer that was fun...more like a tiny private hell but it's ok now. I really just want to graduate and get on with the rest of my life, like some of my other classmates from high school. I just have to realize that going from community college to a university takes some time to finish (*sigh*). And that's ok too. I need to keep reminding myself that this semester will be great and everything will be fine and I'll like all my professors (I hope lol). I already know that the work load is going to be INSANE and I'm taking another photography class too (I took one last semester)...why do I keep doing this to myself? Multitasking is a b*tch!..

Well I hope you enjoyed the read, let me know in the comments (or on FB) if you ever had any fears of your senior year in college or even in high school.

Nicole Eggleston